Specter Round 1

December 10th, 2008 | Categories: beaker, mega hood, specter, strangetown

Sometimes at night, I dream of horrible things, waking with a scream in my throat and sweat on my brow, or even tears in my eyes. The worst part of it is that I know my nightly visions are not merely nightmares, but a replaying of the reality I have shaped in my life. A sad, often grim and always lonely reality.

I lost the man that I loved and mad a pact, a deadly pact, with the Grim One himself, to get back my love. He double crossed me, and I was trapped in a horrible and deadly contract, which lost me everything and left me with a child I could not bear to look upon.

And then my sister passed away, leaving me her daughter, Ophelia, to care for.

Ophelia and I are like strangers who inhabit the same space but do not really interact at all. She goes to school, the mall, and hangs out with those boys — Ripp Grunt and Johnny Smith — and never listens when I try to talk to her about love or life. I want to warn her that happiness is fleeting and sorrow is everywhere, but she will not listen.

She recently left for college. It is only La Fiesta Tech and it is close by, but I feel it in my bones that I will not see her again in this side of life.

In Ophelia’s absence, the house is so quiet except for the screams in the night, and I have adopted a cat. He is a lively thing, whom I call Cat.

Cat sleeps on my bed at night and guards against the dreams and specters which I fear.

But I also fear that there are some things he cannot safeguard against.

I have had the dream again… it comes almost every night now and grows more intense with each night.

I stand alone in the dining room, and I can feel the mists swirling around me, just as it did the night my Beloved died.

He approaches… the Grim One himself.

I am unable to move as he uses his scythe to cut me in twain, separating my sole from my body.

Which, of course, is silly, because I know that when he comes, he brings his zombies with him and they will dance on my grave once my contract is fulfilled.

But still the dream plagues me, and I find my self wishing for someone other than the cat to reach out to. It seems like little coincidence that The Boy is so close to my mind. The child I once gave up because I could not bear his parentage. I could tell no one who his father truly was, for who would believe me anyway? Certainly no one on this side of death.

The Boy… I should find him, my boy who I gave away to those horrid Beakers so willingly. I should find him and tell him the truth before it is too late. I regret it now with all my heart and I wish that I had reached out to him while I had the chance. He is my son and my heir and when I am gone, he is all of me that will be left in this world.

I must find The Boy and beg his forgiveness before it is too late.

The previous text was an excerpt from the diary of Olive Specter, deceased, of Strangetown, and was found in her home shortly following the report of her death.

  1. ruby
    December 10th, 2008 at 14:10
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    omg you gave me chills. that was so good. *shivers*
    For the first time ever, I feel bad for Olive Specter. I use to think she was just an evil old bitty and here you gave her a soul and a heart.
    Well done.. golly very well done

  2. sarah
    December 10th, 2008 at 14:31
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    Great characterization with Olive. You’re a very talented writing. You really create the voices of the different characters. I also like how you’re updates a combination of first person narrative and some journal entries.

  3. Captain Angelia
    December 10th, 2008 at 15:51
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    Oh dear. Now Nervous will never know his mum. *sniffles* But what a lovely retelling of things. *shivers at the words*

  4. Temesha
    December 10th, 2008 at 18:50
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    Deb, I agree with the others. That was great characterization of Olive! I really liked how you expanded on the Maxis story line. I have been following your blogs since the Gieke legacy, and I look forward to all of your updates!

  5. Carla
    December 10th, 2008 at 19:09
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    How sad that Olive never got to reunite with her son!

  6. Lisa
    December 10th, 2008 at 19:25
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    I hope other sims learn from Olive’s mistake and don’t make bad deals with the Grim One.

  7. SGT Heather
    December 11th, 2008 at 14:39
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    Wow. That was great! Awesome writing.

  8. Tracy
    December 11th, 2008 at 19:59
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    Ooooh, that was really good!

  9. Melissa
    December 12th, 2008 at 11:08
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    I enjoyed all of your updates, but this one was definately compelling. Olive actually has a conscience? Wow!

  10. Sara (Sabrosarose)
    December 12th, 2008 at 15:29

    Great Job Deb on these updates. Can’t wait to read more.

  11. Oydie
    December 13th, 2008 at 14:25

    That was so sad :( and really really good!

  12. LaylaSims
    January 10th, 2009 at 08:18

    That telling of the torment of Olive’s soul was hauntingly beautiful. I really loved this episode. :-)

  13. hedgekat
    January 11th, 2009 at 12:30

    Good show.

    An excerpt. Perhaps she did have time to find her son and reconcile but didn’t have time to write about it? Or perhaps it just wasn’t included in the excerpt? So does Nervous get the house?

  14. arcadata
    February 7th, 2009 at 05:28

    Awesome post. You actually made batshit crazy Olive have a heart and soul.

  15. Aeronwy
    April 10th, 2009 at 11:23

    *blinks* Wow, okay, right off the bat, you make us feel sorry for Olive and understand why she would have given Nerv away like that.

    Ophelia is cute! (That’s who Johnny was mackin’ on in the previous chapter, right?)

    I don’t blame Olive for wanting to warn her neice off of love and life, but at the same time, without that, what’s the point? Fleeting or not, enjoy it while it’s there.

    Glad to see she adopted a pet after Ophelia left, so she’s not completely alone there. Interesting name though. *snicker*

    It’s good to see Cat makes Olive feel a little safer though. :-) Although, yeah, I don’t think Cat can protect you from the Reaper.

    “The Boy”? That’s all you named your son? Guess I’m not surprised you named your cat Cat now. *shakes her head*

    You waited too long to try and make amends, Olive. :-( Maybe some day he’ll read what you wrote and at least know you were sorry for giving him away. Too bad you didn’t say who his father was.